Maybe I'm regressing, one step backwards everyday. In my heart I know something's not quite right, but I don't know if that's my built in fears coming to life. I try to shut my mind and forget, my thoughts, raging are burning in my head. When it all stops for a second... I just feel numb. I don't feel happy, I don't feel sad. My emotions are stagnant. My thoughts... still and quiet. Will it all just fade away?
Unable so lost
I can't find my way
Been searching, but I have never seen
A turning, a turning from deceit
Cos the child roses like
Try to reveal what I could feel
I can't understand myself anymore
But I m still feeling lonely
Feeling so unholy
Cos the child roses like
Try to reveal what I could feel
But this loneliness
It just won't leave me alone
I'm fooling somebody
A faithless path to roam
Deceiving to breath this secretly
This silence, a silence I can't bear
Cos the child roses like
Try to reveal what I could feel
And this loneliness
It just won't leave me alone
--Portishead
2 comments:
I don't think you're regressing, not at all. Sometimes it's good to have moments of silence and uncomplication' an absence of strong feelings or emotionally fueled impetuousness... Not to say it is a calm before the storm, but rather, an opportunity to reflect and be thankful for it all. :)
aish, what wisdom. now let me curl up in a ball and miss you.
<3
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