oh well, what can I say except that I've kept a youthful spirit in spite...
Monday, February 26, 2007
Oh Mon Dieu!
my birthday is just around the corner!!
oh well, what can I say except that I've kept a youthful spirit in spite...
oh well, what can I say except that I've kept a youthful spirit in spite...
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Beauty Abounds
So, I have a new URL for my blog, which will hopefully deter a few less than desirable readers from following my life too closely. I’d rather not start a brand new blog, it hasn’t quite come to that. 3 years worth of rambling nonsense… who could throw that away so easily?? ☺ This is merely a “discourager”, however feeble and nonfunctional. lol.
Enough on that, I choose positivism as my state of mind of choice. Hmmm, some interesting definitions there.
pos·i·tiv·ism n
1. the theory that knowledge can be acquired only through direct observation and experimentation rather than through metaphysics and theology
2. the state or quality of being positive
Give us yer dos centavos on that one.
Maui, Maui, what can I say? Where do I start? I really feel lucky to have been able to experience such an Island paradise, best of all leaving Sac with lower expectations and upon arriving being blown away by the simple beauty of so much untouched nature.
Now, I like to think I can be happy anywhere I happen to be. I try to look for the best in life, like rainy days in this small boring town – the air is fresh, the greenery is greener, my feet get wet and cold but I know that later on someone’s going to warm em up and snuggle with me till I’d wish for the coldest feet everyday forever just so my days would end like that always. That’s what I tell myself as reality of it is that I have to look for these things otherwise it would just be plain depressing and suck… in Maui it was different. I really felt my spirit alive everyday and just breathing made me smile for no reason, like no other time I can remember. This made me start to wonder if maybe our souls are individually tailored to attain the potential we were created for by taking into consideration our physical environments. Not to say we can’t live and be happy in absolutely anywhere…but maybe we have each have a special place… I know mine’s where everything is irie and carefree… oh and where I can wear coconut bras. ;) One day, one day. Wanna come with me??
The dichotomy that stood out as most apparent there is that it’s like a 3rd world country but it’s not. You have all the goods and services of the 1st world but the mindset is different, warm-hearted and less complicated. Of course the pace is slower, which means things don’t run quite as efficiently… our bags didn’t make it to the airport along with 20 or so others. It was slightly stressful at first since we are used to getting what we want instantly or at least being able to talk to someone who can give you a direct answer about what the hell is going on and will we ever see our bags again, but no… nobody could really say anything except that they would find them and drop them off at our hotel later. So ok, we had to go with that and just walk away with our fingers crossed. I was resigning myself to not ever see them again and spend our trip in a bikini I would have to buy. Hey I pretty much did that anyway, but low and behold the next morning we call downstairs and they have our bags! All in all I just think that getting stressed out and worked up over things is a waste of life. There are 4 things we need in life: rocking chairs, wind chimes, sex and mojitos. What else do YOU need?? :)
Snorkeling, boogie boarding, make-outs, sunsets, sunrises, Tanqueray Martinis, delectable fish, volcanic craters, Hana,
Serenity...
Enough on that, I choose positivism as my state of mind of choice. Hmmm, some interesting definitions there.
pos·i·tiv·ism n
1. the theory that knowledge can be acquired only through direct observation and experimentation rather than through metaphysics and theology
2. the state or quality of being positive
Give us yer dos centavos on that one.
Maui, Maui, what can I say? Where do I start? I really feel lucky to have been able to experience such an Island paradise, best of all leaving Sac with lower expectations and upon arriving being blown away by the simple beauty of so much untouched nature.
Now, I like to think I can be happy anywhere I happen to be. I try to look for the best in life, like rainy days in this small boring town – the air is fresh, the greenery is greener, my feet get wet and cold but I know that later on someone’s going to warm em up and snuggle with me till I’d wish for the coldest feet everyday forever just so my days would end like that always. That’s what I tell myself as reality of it is that I have to look for these things otherwise it would just be plain depressing and suck… in Maui it was different. I really felt my spirit alive everyday and just breathing made me smile for no reason, like no other time I can remember. This made me start to wonder if maybe our souls are individually tailored to attain the potential we were created for by taking into consideration our physical environments. Not to say we can’t live and be happy in absolutely anywhere…but maybe we have each have a special place… I know mine’s where everything is irie and carefree… oh and where I can wear coconut bras. ;) One day, one day. Wanna come with me??
The dichotomy that stood out as most apparent there is that it’s like a 3rd world country but it’s not. You have all the goods and services of the 1st world but the mindset is different, warm-hearted and less complicated. Of course the pace is slower, which means things don’t run quite as efficiently… our bags didn’t make it to the airport along with 20 or so others. It was slightly stressful at first since we are used to getting what we want instantly or at least being able to talk to someone who can give you a direct answer about what the hell is going on and will we ever see our bags again, but no… nobody could really say anything except that they would find them and drop them off at our hotel later. So ok, we had to go with that and just walk away with our fingers crossed. I was resigning myself to not ever see them again and spend our trip in a bikini I would have to buy. Hey I pretty much did that anyway, but low and behold the next morning we call downstairs and they have our bags! All in all I just think that getting stressed out and worked up over things is a waste of life. There are 4 things we need in life: rocking chairs, wind chimes, sex and mojitos. What else do YOU need?? :)
Snorkeling, boogie boarding, make-outs, sunsets, sunrises, Tanqueray Martinis, delectable fish, volcanic craters, Hana,
Serenity...
Friday, February 23, 2007
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
LMAO I had to post this...
I have decided that I would like some sex. Who's up for it?
Heres the thing: I work, like a lot.
Its also been a week or so since Ive had me The Sex.
Relationships are for people who know what day of the week it is and I just dont have time for that shit right now, what with the magazine and all.
Im mildly sexy (further sexifying can be achieved by you squinting, wearing earplugs or both) and have a fantastic ass.
You should be a hot lady (read: woman born female) with a minimum of 2 (two) boobs and $20 filing fee (waived upon acceptance into program.)
You should also have a very flexible schedule and a vagina with an internal dialation radius not to exceed 2.75 centimeters. Charming personality and sense of humour is a plus, but I have access to hard liquor if such is not the case.
I would also like a box of candy and a DVD of the motion picture From Justin To Kelly
Could this be you? Possibly.
Could this be love? Very, very unlikely.
Line forms to the left ladies. Woot!
-- Bulletin by Jason Malmberg
Heres the thing: I work, like a lot.
Its also been a week or so since Ive had me The Sex.
Relationships are for people who know what day of the week it is and I just dont have time for that shit right now, what with the magazine and all.
Im mildly sexy (further sexifying can be achieved by you squinting, wearing earplugs or both) and have a fantastic ass.
You should be a hot lady (read: woman born female) with a minimum of 2 (two) boobs and $20 filing fee (waived upon acceptance into program.)
You should also have a very flexible schedule and a vagina with an internal dialation radius not to exceed 2.75 centimeters. Charming personality and sense of humour is a plus, but I have access to hard liquor if such is not the case.
I would also like a box of candy and a DVD of the motion picture From Justin To Kelly
Could this be you? Possibly.
Could this be love? Very, very unlikely.
Line forms to the left ladies. Woot!
-- Bulletin by Jason Malmberg
Monday, February 05, 2007
It's a FEAST! A PICTURE feast!!
The littlest smunchkin! Little Téa-Téa
Bros before hoes!
matching eyes!
Photoshoot with unwilling toddler Part 1 - I'm really not into this.
Part 2 - Unhand meeee crazy aunty!!
Part 3 - Pleeeeeeease Altea!
"I'm short!"
daladies daladies
Birthday boy get's a big smooch!
Awwwwwwwwwww... hey aren't we kinda cute??
Teresa la loca con Emma-bo-peep
Heyyyy there handsome
crazy boys!
superbowl at the Beach Hut - sleeeeeeepy
Bros before hoes!
matching eyes!
Photoshoot with unwilling toddler Part 1 - I'm really not into this.
Part 2 - Unhand meeee crazy aunty!!
Part 3 - Pleeeeeeease Altea!
"I'm short!"
daladies daladies
Birthday boy get's a big smooch!
Awwwwwwwwwww... hey aren't we kinda cute??
Teresa la loca con Emma-bo-peep
Heyyyy there handsome
crazy boys!
superbowl at the Beach Hut - sleeeeeeepy
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Nothing in my way
I've been stressed out lately over life... huh what's new? hehe. No it's been more of a crisis of so much to do, so hard to know what to start with and my feelings of inadequecy in regards to starting and completing something new. I always psyche myself out before I even start and the thought of taking that first step makes me quiver in fright. Amusingly, I have NOT yet learned that EVERY single time this has happened [and you know it has... frequently] not only did I prove to myself that it could be done but it was actually pretty easy! I have a couple things stewing for me... correction: a couple things that I plan to have stewing... ahem. I feel like a year is a good milestone time to look back at what you've done and how you've grown/learned and to look forward to where you could be if you just kept on the path you've been on. Well, I really feel like I need to up the ante and give myself some NEW challenge. That's right boys and girls, time for some drastic changes!!! Oh you know I love them!! lol. Ok, well I am actually going to be a little drastic in a way that goes against my personailty and that is to not pack up and leave JUST YET but to instead invest in the time I am here in going to school! I'm really excited about the prospect of being in an environment that challenges me (having a job does the oposite), being around people who ENJOY discussing the deeper issues of life and I also want to improve my Spanish most importantly. I realize that I AM in America and the educational system is notorious for churning out retards...but man, there've got to be a few out there who are like me in some way!!! :) So yeah, this is all kinda major for me considering I have not looked at a school book in over 10 years - even if I don't learn anything new I think I will be happy to relearn everything I've since forgotten. hehe.
AND I am pretty sick of the service industry, it's sooooooooooooo.... pointless?? I don't see the need to make a career out of serving food to people... it's ok for now but it's not for me. I'm like, go cook your own food if your gonna demand I refill your glass of water so rudely. Oh my gosh! Funny thing that I've noticed. SO the place I work: The Old Spaghetti Factory (Family-style restaurant) serves probably some of worst food nutrionally ever served other than a TV dinner (think Gourmet Italian Pasta... but the oposite) It's affordable and not horrible to the taste buds, but really - eat there often and your arteries will start clogging. So we get these FAAAAT guests who of course LOVE our HEARTY (think "super size") value meals. So what do they do? They order EXTRA cheese, EXTRA butter, a loaf of bread or 2 each AND THEN........... this is the part that I look at them with a very sympathetic look in my eye.... and then they order no not a regular coke, but a DIET coke!!! It's like never mind that they are eating enough food to feed a small country for a day, they really think that drinking this horrendously espartame filled drink is going to *somehow* help them not gain quite as much weight from this marathon meal they frequently eat. :rolls eyes:
Ok I have not been taking pics much lately but here's one of me and the boy... I was going for the "I'm pissed that you are trying ot take my picture look" but I think I cam eout looking rather wasted... he looks kinda yummy tho :)
I'll take some better ones this weekend since I've got some time on my hands! Promise! Ok time to go and claim the rest of this day with soem good accomplishments.
somuchloveandhugs
missyoubye
AND I am pretty sick of the service industry, it's sooooooooooooo.... pointless?? I don't see the need to make a career out of serving food to people... it's ok for now but it's not for me. I'm like, go cook your own food if your gonna demand I refill your glass of water so rudely. Oh my gosh! Funny thing that I've noticed. SO the place I work: The Old Spaghetti Factory (Family-style restaurant) serves probably some of worst food nutrionally ever served other than a TV dinner (think Gourmet Italian Pasta... but the oposite) It's affordable and not horrible to the taste buds, but really - eat there often and your arteries will start clogging. So we get these FAAAAT guests who of course LOVE our HEARTY (think "super size") value meals. So what do they do? They order EXTRA cheese, EXTRA butter, a loaf of bread or 2 each AND THEN........... this is the part that I look at them with a very sympathetic look in my eye.... and then they order no not a regular coke, but a DIET coke!!! It's like never mind that they are eating enough food to feed a small country for a day, they really think that drinking this horrendously espartame filled drink is going to *somehow* help them not gain quite as much weight from this marathon meal they frequently eat. :rolls eyes:
Ok I have not been taking pics much lately but here's one of me and the boy... I was going for the "I'm pissed that you are trying ot take my picture look" but I think I cam eout looking rather wasted... he looks kinda yummy tho :)
I'll take some better ones this weekend since I've got some time on my hands! Promise! Ok time to go and claim the rest of this day with soem good accomplishments.
somuchloveandhugs
missyoubye
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