peek-a-boo

ok calm down, it's just me! I know you never expected to see me again since I seemed to have vanished into thin air, but I am here to tell you that YES - you do still have a purpose for living and that purpose is to be dedicated to following my life as it twists and turns, meandering down an unknown path. So let's get back on with it shall we? I get bored of my blog from time to time and I leave it alone for a while, but with out fail so much starts to build up inside my little head that it wants to explode! I know it's hard to take other people's shit sometimes, you don't always know what to say, can you really understand what that person is going through? Will what you say even help? Sometimes you just have to be a listening ear maybe. That's why I have a special place in my heart for my bloggy blog. It doesn't talk back so I feel comfortable loading the crap on good and thick from time to time without fear of giving it more than it can handle. Thanks to everyone who has had to take my unloading when it came pouring forth uncontrollably, sometimes there are no answers to the many many questions, but you'd still gracefully listen even when you had no clue what I was going on about.

But not today! I mean, it's building up there but I'm too crazy busy lately. I'm actually back in Denver for 2 weeks and have been without a computer up until yesterday! Ahhh, it feels good to be connected to the world again! And wireless, but of course And who says people in suburbia don't know their neighbours?!?!?!

"Ohhhh you must be unsecured wireless network ACTIONTEC! Your network lags pretty bad BTW. Oh, we're NETGEAR, from across the street!" ;)

Well I have only 3 days left before I head back out to Sacramento, there are a few of my favourite people there who I can't wait to see again. Time has crawled by and I feel like I have been here at least a month. I suppose that happens when you have some...thing (one) to look forward to seeing and when not even 24 hours went by before you started missing it. Time is cruel that way. NOW HURRY IT UP ALREADY OR I'M GONNA START WALKING!!!!

I have a good action packed drama of what's happened since I have been here to tell when I get some time. It's been fun, boring as hell, mad busy, lonely, pushing away unwanted company, sad, happy, drunk and sober. And every oxymoron you could possibly imagine. Ok I am off to make some money so that I don't continue to be the drag on society that I am... bleh... I wanna be rich so I can pay back everyone for everything they have ever done for me, I don't deserve any of it but I am so super thankful. It would be awesome if a smiles and hugs had monetary value, cuz I have bazillions of those to give.

I miss you.