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needing some love

...or maybe just some ice cream. But my feet are cold and I HATE it when my feet are cold so ice cream wouldn't help much. I have a headache and I am too lazy to rummage for socks, and I kinda want ice cream but it's cold and the heater is about 10 steps away and my socks at least 20, so that's way too much work. I would rather sit here all on my lonesome and suffer... with cold feet and an achey head. I need someone to take care of me when I am sick, I get so helpless and the world falls apart. Yeah, I need some love. Some cuddles. I have hardly eaten a thing for the past few days so that might be why I feel shitty - I just haven't had the time!! Getting food consists of driving somewhere, first figuring out where I want to eat, then spending too much time not being able to make up my mind about what I want to eat and then I'm like "This is taking too long, I have to be and such and such place" And leave emtpy handed. OR I will just anticipate the long drawn out process of being indecisive and not bother stopping anywhere. The supermarket is hell for me, that's way too much to have to choose from!! Yes, poor wittle Em... a tear for you!

peek-a-boo

ok calm down, it's just me! I know you never expected to see me again since I seemed to have vanished into thin air, but I am here to tell you that YES - you do still have a purpose for living and that purpose is to be dedicated to following my life as it twists and turns, meandering down an unknown path. So let's get back on with it shall we? I get bored of my blog from time to time and I leave it alone for a while, but with out fail so much starts to build up inside my little head that it wants to explode! I know it's hard to take other people's shit sometimes, you don't always know what to say, can you really understand what that person is going through? Will what you say even help? Sometimes you just have to be a listening ear maybe. That's why I have a special place in my heart for my bloggy blog. It doesn't talk back so I feel comfortable loading the crap on good and thick from time to time without fear of giving it more than it can handle. Thanks to everyone who has had to take my unloading when it came pouring forth uncontrollably, sometimes there are no answers to the many many questions, but you'd still gracefully listen even when you had no clue what I was going on about.

But not today! I mean, it's building up there but I'm too crazy busy lately. I'm actually back in Denver for 2 weeks and have been without a computer up until yesterday! Ahhh, it feels good to be connected to the world again! And wireless, but of course And who says people in suburbia don't know their neighbours?!?!?!

"Ohhhh you must be unsecured wireless network ACTIONTEC! Your network lags pretty bad BTW. Oh, we're NETGEAR, from across the street!" ;)

Well I have only 3 days left before I head back out to Sacramento, there are a few of my favourite people there who I can't wait to see again. Time has crawled by and I feel like I have been here at least a month. I suppose that happens when you have some...thing (one) to look forward to seeing and when not even 24 hours went by before you started missing it. Time is cruel that way. NOW HURRY IT UP ALREADY OR I'M GONNA START WALKING!!!!

I have a good action packed drama of what's happened since I have been here to tell when I get some time. It's been fun, boring as hell, mad busy, lonely, pushing away unwanted company, sad, happy, drunk and sober. And every oxymoron you could possibly imagine. Ok I am off to make some money so that I don't continue to be the drag on society that I am... bleh... I wanna be rich so I can pay back everyone for everything they have ever done for me, I don't deserve any of it but I am so super thankful. It would be awesome if a smiles and hugs had monetary value, cuz I have bazillions of those to give.

I miss you.

just blowing in the wind

fly
a
kite...

Why not? I highly recommend you go out right now and buy a kite! A cheap kite, not even a fancy one that does tricks, just a basic kite and fly it! Dunno why, but as simplistic as it may sound apart from it being very relaxing it is also a total blast! That is what we did aaaall Saturday afternoon. The cool breeze blowing, being with people I care about while enjoying a piece of plastic way up in the sky (we had about 650 feet of string so it was a ways up there) - it was great! Imagination is the highest kite that one can fly and a gift that I don't really have, BUT lucky for me I'm with the Mastermind of Activity who has always got something for us to do... even if it is a simple thing like kite flying -we're amused and happy.