Yahooooooooooo

Aloha!

Well I think I can announce this years coming highlights. I need to keep reminding myself that there are indeed highlights... you know keep that carrot up high in front of me, not too high now tho... as long as I can make out an orange carrot shaped figure in the distance by squinting I think I will remain happy and challenge. heheh.

I AM GOING TO MAUI FOR 8 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! Never been to Hawaii and definitely didn't think it would be something in the books any time soon. But it is in the books, as there is a ticket with my full name on it dated for Feb 10th departure and Feb 18th return... evidently destined for Hawaii - maybe it's a scam or worse yet a kidnapping in the guise of a holiday I have not taken since I was nine years old! Well I'ma take da risk. ;) Naw actually it seems I am... very likely... seeing someone? ("oh hey you over there, I seeee yooooou") I suppose that is what is happening. Ok! You got me! The secrets out! *blush* No, it wasn't a secret as much as it was a contemplation of the situation for a bit there, I needed to know before all you nosey guys knew!! :P And so, I guess things have changed for me cuz I sorta really like him...sorta kinda very lots and much. Ladies and gents, give me some high-fives cuz I am now getting amazing sex whenever the fudge I want it! :P (oh and my point being I am going with said boy to said island - cuz that's called romantical)

OK! Announcement over. Let's move along. March takes me to the land of Houston for a week to visit the fam, April of course hosts the infamous Coachella for 3 whole days this year, at some point very soon a Mexico trip will be happening and then lots of little things inbetween. I will keep y'allz posted and hope to finally regain my photo taking glory days.

love love love you. miss you even more.

xoxoxox

PS PostOffice trip is underway... TODAY!!!!! Stay tuned.
PPS Errrrr....The box got too big, I need a ride. THIS WEEK!! Promise!!

baby it's c-c-cold outside

The puddles on the sidewalk were little ice ponds this morning. brrrr! It hasn't yet been this cold, but I really like it - for a little while anyway. It's not conducive to much else than staying home and being cozy with some hot cocoa and a movie... or just someone... :) But that's ok. I need to save myself and money for all there is to be done this year, so finding pleasurable FREE activities is best anyway. My only permissable indulgence lately is coffee at the little midtown cafes - where I sit for a few hours with my lappy and let my worries subside for a while. I dunno, it's just comforting and relaxing and takes me to a happy place. :)

sigh... ok fine!! I have to tell you this. I'm really happy about something else.... it's just this thing... yeah... a thing... and I'm kinda happy and falling over my feet. *GRIN*


ahaha I am so silly.

BYE!

<3

Ps hair=reddish now. hurray!

New Year, New Hopes, New Dreams, New Life

I was really hoping to not lose any months on my blog so as to appear as a competent blogger. But alas, I failed and with no good reason. I seem to go through periods of needing a time social withdraw and the need to hide away from the world at large. It's not that I forget about people or don't care, I think I just am easily overwhelmed with life that my coping is retreating. I think this has been covered before, but I must emphasize that inspite of my traits, you're never forgotten in my thoughts and heart.

Thank God 2006 is over!! Honestly, it was probably one of the most challenging years of my life, yet on the flip-side more rewarding than most. I guess it really is true that the more we suffer the more we learn who we are and what we're made of, all the happy times are great and all - but how MUCH do we learn? I am always worried when things are going too well and easy. It makes me think that I am on the verge of compromising and settling for less than I am capable of giving and being. Somewhere down the line I will look back with regret and never know for sure what could have been. I've definitely grown up a lot and gotten rid of many childish fantasies and fears that I was never forced to give up till now and it's like a weight off my shoulders. I have always felt useless and incapable in so many ways because I was always able to hide behind someone or something and evade dealing with it. But when you throw yourself out into the unknown and have no other person in the world to fully lean on, you have to survive. You look down and see your safety net plummet beneath you and suddenly your risk of failing is so much more percarious and threatening, but it causes you to think smarter and shrewdly. You have to survive! I'll gladly throw away my safety nets and hope I can continue to make decisions that bring me into new and wonderful places in my life that I have yet to see and experience. I love the adventures that keep popping up!

New Year

Oh my... something new.

I have a secret I cannot tell.

Maybe soon... I'm just waiting to see.

dun dun dun dunnnnn