IT'S A BOY!!!!!

Congratulations to Suko and the new little guy!!

I don't have any baby pictures... but let's all say "awwwwwwwwww" (without an "H" Mig, hee hee)

My Cutie Thea

Greeks, Wine. Cheese...

Happy now?

:P

State Fair is WAY Over Priced

DANGIT!

Luchi gets the BOOBS now! Well, enjoy them chica, you're gonna definitely deserve them.

:)

I find out from Chad?!?!?! :P

OH MY GOOOOD!!! FOR REAL?? THAT IS SO AMAZING I AM GOING TO CRY!!! (I hear it's not a rumour) I WANNA BE THE GODMOTHER!!!! First DIBS!! RIGHT HERE!! Everyone else BACK OFF. AHHHHHHHH!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! At least I wasn't THE last to find out. Poor JM seems to be the unlucky one. haha. LOVE YOU GUYS!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!

Daaaaang

Got my frickin ticket! *gulp* I hope i don't hate it, tho I'm figuring it will be far too visually orgasmic for any hatin. Now to stock up on batteries and fairy wings!! ... probably a little food too, might be a good idea. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!! That's all I gotsta say.

hi

Home Alone

Aloner than usual. This weekend Jason is in Omaha and even though we don't really hang out too much these days, I still won't be able to talk through the walls to anyone and that means the house will be quiet and still, I will be just one soul and a cat (who according to that documentary I saw when I was 8 have souls too - yes they took pictures!!!). Hehe, I think I sound like a very weak personality, always fretting about things. Well, some things are new for me and it doesn't just come so naturally to me to adapt in a flash. So yes, I frett and whine and mope and pout and do all those things. 9 times out of 10 with no real good reason, but I like to think it's just precautionary incase I flip out or something I will have something to blame it on. :) Well, I need to pu tthis blog to good use and let my brain boom through here instead of into the quietness off the house where it just echos and bounces around the walls all day long which drives me mad. I think the computer is like a conduit that sucks away what otherwise sits and sits, turning into something foul the longer I let it sit. I need outlets, just the way I am built I guess. I don't need sympathy, I just need to be heard or felt like I am heard.

I think I will be visiting here frequently so let's start a conversation over coffee. Our own little cyber cafe. :)

And so it is

It just is. I am tired of thinking, so I'm not. I think I am not the only one who can attest to that. I'm noticing my frequented little blogging pools are tad dry at the moment. I don't blame you, everyone needs a break, and sometimes our thoughts and feelings don't need to be all out there. I do miss it though. I like getting into people's heads, I like it when you just open up your head more though - less work and prying for me. So come back soon, please??

I need to coast on some nonchalance I have stored away for rainy days. It just helps me do what I gotsta do without my brain exploding into the vast unknown. It's weird. Being alone so much is such a sensation that I almost feel like I am not me. Strange. I'd explain if you care to know. If anyone does care to know. Anyone care to know? Yeah, I don't blame you. My head was created for the single purpose of confusing itself and anyone else who dares try understand or get close to it. Such fun!
I'm on the limb I have chosen, and tho there are some tough times (ie. this past year) there are also some really great times and some really great people who I am so thankful I have the privilege of knowing. I feel like with so much change and moving around in my life I've lost friends and people I care about. But I am starting to see that the ones who REALLY count are still there and the most important people in the world to me. Thanks for being there, you know who you are.... I hope. Ah what the hell I'll make sure you know who you are!!

So, I am perplexed about my "normalness". Have you ever remembered a memory of yourself and the picture in your head was of you looking at yourself and everything that was going on, like you were just watching something that was going on around you? Sounds confusing. I was talking about this the other day with a friend and I was told that's not the norm. Hmmmm. Does this happen to anyone else? Seriously, most memories I don't see through my eyes, I see myself across the room and all that is happening, just as it happened.