Tomorrow we'll be back for more frolic and fun.: May 2006

Sunday, May 28, 2006

ecccchhhh

some emotional outbursting there. I only apologize if you don't have a clue.

I just wish things were a less complicated.

Oh well.

Off to push spaghetti.

8 days

ecccchhhh

some emotional outbursting there. I only apologize if you don't have a clue.

I just wish things were a less complicated.

Oh well.

Off to push spaghetti.

8 days

Saturday, May 27, 2006

can't I get it straight? why can't I choose not to hurt you? why must I always instigate the hurt?

so confused
so confused
so confused
so confused
so confused
so confused
so confused
so confused
so confused
so confused
so confused
so confused
so confused

ps. You know you'll be better off.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Dunn dun dun dunnnnnnnnn...

I forgot to mention: I AM OFF TO MEXICO (for a week)!!! *bounces around the room*

I'm so excited as it's been too long and I am long over due. Close to a year and a half ago I was living a different life in the heart of Mexico. Not sure how it's going to be, but I have a feeling I will be very torn between leaving there again and wanting to stay. Mexico holds many memories close to my heart, a lot of happiness and wonderful times. I had a rough last 6 months there and pretty much decided I must not be cut out for that life. Among many things life seemed to become much more complicated, I felt my lovely simple life was slipping away. It wasn't that I had lost faith in what I was doing there, I had lost faith in myself in doing the things that were seeming to be required of me, or expected of me. One day in October I found myself driving the 3 day journey to Denver, CO where I was to be for a month visiting family and return....... I never returned.

I find myself today, in the throws of being twenty-something, questioning and trying to understand. Wanting to try, yet already feeling like a failure. Silent scream, virtual reality, bitter sweet, calculated spontaneity, calm storm, mildly psychotic, rebel without a cause... Life lived in an oxymoron!

Much I want to see, much I fear to know. Will the haunting always be?

Ah, what the hell! Life... gimme yer best shot!!

WOW!

That was a GREAT cup of coffee! After weeks of buying different versions of the same crap I have finally chosen well! I was on a "try new tastes" tangent and was seriously considering the fact that I just might not like coffee anymore.

I was wrong.

mmmmmhmmmmm

NOTHING compares to unadulterated coffee.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Emmachella Experience Part 1

It actually started last year in October with frantic searching for hotels! This might give you an idea as to how popular this festival is for a few of the passionate ones. 7 months prior to the event (likely longer) Indio, where the polo fields are situated, had not a single room available and the next closest town, Palm Springs (30minutes drive) was sold out of anything affordable (anything less than $100 a night). Somehow by crazy chance someone called to say they found out from someone else that there was now ONE last room at the Motel 6 in Indio. We jumped on the phone, nabbed the last of the last and heaved a sigh of relief... for now.

The months came and went, the Coachella movie played at a local cinema, one night we stayed up most of the night waiting - having succumbed, along with many more, to a rumour that the lineup would be announced that night/morning... it wasn't. Eventually it was and as yells were heard, phonecalls made, the lineup was tweaked, modified, great bands added, not so great ones too, harddrives and ipods were filled with the sounds of what was to be heard on the fateful weekend that is April 29th and 30th from now till many many years from now. *Starts a wave*

The birth of the Coachella Crew was quite unintentional. It all started with me posting inceasant posts on myspace about the time getting closer and closer. One day out of the blue Marcus messaged me about if I had space for one more... which in the end turned out to be a dandy crew of 8 (although there were other's on the outskirts who we knew but were doing there own thang, like Xtina and my bro) Anyway, with this growing as if from nowhere I thought maybe we should double check our reservation at the hotel juuuuuuust in case. Sure enough they "lost" our reservation!! (we were also lacking in the brains dept. and lost our confirmation number!) So, with a month or so to go we started to scramble for any leads we could come across for available rooms. Nothing, then..... nothing, and more nothing. Our desperation and distress peeked till all of a sudden we came across some obscure add by some guy who said that he wouldn't be able to make it out this year like he'd and was putting up his reservation (Motel 6, Palm SPrings) on ebay. We SO JUMPED and were going at it neck and neck for a good part of the afternoon with this other dude who seemed equally as desperate. The bidding kept rising higher, but we determined not to give in and finally when it reached around $80 the dude dopped off. YES! We were back in the saddle and nothing could stop us now!... shockingly nothing went wrong from there on and it was smooth sailing all the way. w00t!

Friday morning we go to pick up our rental at Ol' Reliable Enterprise Rentals who used to serve me well and did so yet again. We zipped over to The Awesome's pad, played with her too many and too fat kitties (they seem to live in scratcher post heaven, her living room's full of em!) I might add that Nancy was FORCED against her will to come, but I think she came around in the end... I mean HELL YA she had a great time!!

Next, a short stop at Target for last minute essentials. An iTrip to keep us thoroughly entertained, tanning lotion to hide the luminous legs, disposable camera etc etc ZOOOOOOOOOOM... off to Stockton.

OH! YEAH! I haven't yet mentioned this part! Jason had a great idea to invite some random girl off of myspace who not only needed a ride down but would also help with expenses. Hmmmmmm...needless to say, even after he glorified this task he had performed all on his own - I gave him a hard time and was highly suspicious... but that all faded when she came bounding towards the car and turned out to be totally rad. Gemma is her name (asi como He-ma), shes Mexican, but grew up here most of her life. Totally cool lady! YAY! Sorry Gemma!!! And sorry Jason for doubting your excellent judgement!!

Ventura Highway and Today's Songunoficially became the songs that marked our journey. Sorta like we were inadvertantly using them to set the 'nostalgia' for the "aftermath" (which is now) - you know life going on as usual, but knowing whenever we hear them we'll remember an amazing roadtrip. 7 hours of road and country to cover, it was a very pleasant drive... for one we made it in record time... HEHEHEHEHE. Ok, I know I am somewhat of a fearless and crazy driver (I'm not mean MEAN! just making sure I get the right of way, which is easy when you're a girl :D) I really am thinking about my poor passengers baking on the back seat, for real!! I just like to get from A to B... as soon as possible. More about that later.

Well, we arrived in Palm Springs safe and sound (speeding ticketless), went in search of grubb, met up with the Marcus, Miriam and Christina checked into our hotel, chit chatted over some beers and passed the fudge out.

Dreaming of Day 1....